All things FAPOD

FAPOD; Freaks and Perverts On the Downlow.

"Freaks" has a lot of meanings. What I means by "Freak" is someone who likes (i.e. "gets off" on") exploring the taboo when no one is watching.

What do I means by "Perverts"? What is being "perverted"?

We "pervert" the Normal's social engineering plans as they endeavor to shape (indoctrinate) "society". One can only pervert an intended plan or purpose. Luckily for us, culture doesn't match society. "Society" can be said to represent what the normals WANT people to be, and "culture" is what it *IS*.

"We the People" noted in the Constitution's preamble is about society. What actually occurs in the towns, cities and neighborhood is culture. Culture is how people *DO* behave rather than how they would ideally behave according to some philosophical ideal.



Are we a threat to society?


No, if what we do became mainstream, it would no longer be taboo and the subject of a secret double-life, which is more than half the fun.

How we pose a threat to the Normals, however, is that we represent FREEDOM, outside of their tyrannical influence. We are an "underground" by default, even though we have no "cause", other than to not be persecuted by "vice", Christians, etc. This is why the're afraid of us.
We represent a certain amount of anarchy and discent which they are powerless to control since we're on the "lowdown".


We don't want to belong to the Normals!

If we wanted to be "accepted" and "mainstreamed", we would already be there.

What does "Education" mean?

When the normals say "Education", as in "we need to spend another billion dollars on AIDS Education in that small African village", what they really mean is "indoctrination", as in their previous efforts to indoctrinate people and have this culture reflect the Normal's value system has, so far, been an abysmal failure. "Hey, use condoms or you'll get sick and die" doesn't take a billion dollars. Think about it.


What are we in to?

EVERYTHING and/or ANYTHING, as long as it's kinky! To each their own.


Me? I'm bisexual and I also like ATTRACTIVE transexuals (Ladyboys/Shemales/chicks with dicks).

Pattaya, Thailand

I spent 8 months in Thailand, partying non-stop. It was fantastic.

(Click pic)

Ladyboys are beautiful

Ladyboys are beautiful.

A short film made in Pattaya, Thailand.

(No nudity, unfortunately, lol)

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Cage or Chrysalis?

Here's the original ending of The Matrix before the sequel-friendly re-write. It's particularly poignant since Larry Wachowski came out of the trans closet.


"Hi. It's me. I know you're out there. I can feel you now. I imagine you can also feel me. You won't have to search for me anymore. I'm done running. Done hiding. Whether I'm done fighting, I suppose, is up to you. I believe deep down, we both want this world to change. I believe that the Matrix can remain our cage or it can become our chrysalis, that's what you helped me to understand. That to be truly free, truly free, you cannot change your cage. You have to change yourself. When I used to look out at this world, all I could see was its edges, its boundaries, its leaders and laws. But now, I see another world. A different world where all things are possible. A world of hope. Of peace. I can't tell you how to get there, but I know if you can free your mind, you'll find the way."



All worlds have limits, boundaries and methods of control. The objective isn't to try to move ourselves to a world without such limits and controls because all worlds have them. The objective is to change ourselves. We decide if the world is our cage or our chrysalis.

Architect: "While it remains a burden assiduously avoided, it is not unexpected, and thus not beyond a measure of control. Which has led you, inexorably... here."

Neo: "Choice, the problem is choice."


Even *IF* the physical world may be deterministic, the virtual reality of Mind, the environment in which our Will operates within, is not itself entirely deterministic. (We perceive irrationalities, synchronicity for instance).

We have freewill.

Is your form/world your cage, or is it your chrysalis?

Thank you to all my transgendered friends for exemplifying this message...that the Matrix cannot tell you who you are.

And to those not ready to be unplugged, I say...

"Free your Mind".

Tranny Chasers!!

Yes, we're the "Tranny Chasers"...
...fans of the Ex-Men...
...and lovers of women with something extra.
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Yes, I know Transwomen, you have reason to be cynical (if in fact you are), and your life is not a bowl full of cherries. I understand that, but here's a bit of grass from our side of the fence too.

(I know that this isn't high-literature, but I just want to get this off my chest, so bear with me).

1. I LOVE transwomen. I love the way you look, the way you dress, talk, think, etc. We *LIKE* you. I can't speak for men you've dated in your past. The world if filled with troglodyte jerks, but that doesn't make me one too. I'll make you a deal, don't pigeon-hole me based on the past behavior of "my kind" and I'll return the favor.

2. Men like to look at women...all the time. That's what we are. Nature/God/evolution (pick your favorite) "designed" me this way, so please, don't hate me for what I am and I'll return the favor. Just because your sexiness is high on my list of priorities does mean that men are (a) superficial, or (b) scum, or (c) "pigs". The fact that I LIKE you, but may not be concerned about all the things that tend to interest women doesn't mean that women are "right" and men are just "wrong", or that I'm "objectifying" you or don't respect you.

3. Men like sex...a lot! But we like other things too. Yes, the world is filled with "Tranny Chasers" who are cowards or otherwise would not able to come out of the closet for some reason or other (married?). Let me make myself clear. People who commit familial treason are scum-bags. That being said. I'm not Joe/Fred/Steve/Don who is terrified of the prospect of being "gay" for liking you. I know who I am, and I like you because you're you.

4. Let's be honest. Feminism has done a lot of good, but no one likes a hard-ass. I'm not the enemy. I'm on your side, honest. And no one likes hard work trying to work our way in an uphill battle. Hostile and bitter towards me 'till I'm proven innocent? Please don't do that to me. That's not quite fair, is it?

5. Yes, it's true that I don't know what you go through, and it would be ridiculous to for me to say that I did. It would be like a white man dating a black woman and telling her that he understands the "black experience". No, I can't know what it's like to be you, but I can be your friend and lover and be there for you.

6. Just because we like you doesn't mean we view you as a "fetish". Would you be surprised to learn that I consider that insulting towards women too?

7. In short, please, just give us a chance before judging us. Some of us "Tranny Chasers" are decent people too.

Thanks ladies.

(P.S. : These are general points. I'm not on the market (see first blog post about "My Love")).

Get Real!

Guy, guys, guys...(and some girls).

Don't tell me you wouldn't.

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Transexual Porn (and porn in general)

OK, today's peeve...
Guys who "star" in transsexual porn...who obviously don't like "Trannys"!

Whatup Yo!? Pretending to "butt munch"...when you're three counties away from the crack and not even touching or looking at the gorgeous sausage...what's your point!?

WHY ARE YOU THERE!?

If you don't want to butt-munch, then just say so, don't just point your tongue in that general direction as if that is supposed to mean something.

Not to mention that more than half of you (a) look like your drunk, (b) look nasty, like you haven't showered or had a haircut in 4 months, (c) are not a pleasant physical specimen to look at yourself, (you big, fat loaf) and (d) didn't take an erection-aid drug when its obvious that you should have. Jesus F Christ on a Popsicle stick, if you won't spring for Viagra, then at least use a "homeopathic" OTC aid like Rise-2 (the occasion), which works we well as Cialis IMO, minus the two-day indigestion.


And on another note...
What's up with the porn directors that manage to make sex look BORING?

I don't mean "vanilla", I mean BORING.

'Reminds me of the cartoon I once saw where a guy had his wallet in his hand and was asking a prostitute, "How much do you charge for enthusiasm?"

And on another note...

Cinematographers (camera people) who will take what should be a shot of a gorgeous person getting plowed...and instead close-up on a slit...FOR TEN MINUTES. Show the freaking sexy-ass person, not a hole for Christs sake! Or even worse, a close up of his or her nostrils...for minutes!

"Get a haircut and get a real job".

;-)

Bisexual...so what?

I'm bisexual, (or more precisely, pansexual since I also like attractive transsexuals, and btw, (unfortunately), that's not me to the right).

To be more precise, I'm a "2" on Kinsey's scale of bisexuality, which means that I (as a man) am more attracted to girls/women than men. In fact I would estimate the strength of my attraction at about 65/35 in favor of women.

There is what is called the LGBT community, which stands for Lesbian, Gay, Bisexual, and Transgender, and many would contend that the 'bi' are under-represented in the fight for rights, etc.

Poppycock!! :-)

Think about it, what exactly *IS* my supposed "hardship" here? While gays have to either live an entire facade of a life, or come clean and "out" themselves at personal risk to their health and well being, and even more so for our transgendered friends, to whom it is an issue of self identity as well as sexual attraction...what exactly is my "hardship" anyway?

Well, apparently its that I can lead what is considered a "normal" life, and yet find this fella above (see pic of hotty man) to be a sexually attractive and sexy dude.

...that's about it.

That hardly calls for a support group, don't ya think? Well, yes, if I had horrible debilitating irrational hang-ups and a phobia about whether I'm gay or not...I can see talking to a therapist. But that's not the case. In fact, I'm a "nonbeliever" in any Cosmic Planner and I have no reason to think that we were made to fulfill some teleological plan of any sort. (If 'sex' is not the fulfilment of a plan, then there is no perversion of a plan by not being 100% heterosexual).
Now, of course I support equal treatment by the law as well as in life to be a social goal worth fighting for, but I hardly consider being Bi a "hardship" that is even in the same ballpark as what our gay and transgendered friends have to deal with. I'm not for equal rights and treatment because I'm Bi, I'm for equal rights and treatment because it's a relatively enlightened and wise perspective IMO. Fear and hatred of what is different is an extraordinarily primitive response. We can choose to give in to primitive impulses, or instead choose to interact with the world in a rational, intelligent manner. Being mean to "tyrannies" is not intelligent...it's weak and fearful. It's a fight or flight response to something different and unknown. In fact, I would also suggest that it's an ignorant response, since the unknown is simply what we are still ignorant about.